unresponsibility is so appealing, i cant help but wanting it.

sometimes things just gets more complicated. 

I DO NOT LIKE THAT.

am I childish?

Yes, one of my obstacles in life is that i don't want to make life changing decisions.  

Like, where to live, what to do for a living, committing to some other human. 

And then my surroundings asks me to make these decisions quickly and i get stressed out.  Damned.  I could have had a nice day, then serious shit that needs to be done, or decided about, takes all the fun away.  Guess i'm grown up anyway...