steam

my apologetic nature is turning on me.  I'll end up consumed in my own logic of not taking any space, not creating any waves, frankly not being in effect.

If i can't change this soon enough i'll end up dissolved like steam kind of is broken water.

pressure 2

I'm obviously in a stressed  situation.  But i'm in a really good crew, we are all under heavy pressure.  Still these people are really good at taking care of each other.  It's really nice to be included in an understanding and supporting surrounding, and i'm convinced this is one of the reasons that we actually will make it, and it will all be good in the end.

And I'm thinking, Often i'm not that good at letting people know it when they've done a good job, I more often think it than say it.  I guess i'm scared of potential awkward situations, but i should rather be scared what will happen to the people that don't get the good feedback they deserve.

I'm fortunate to be around considerate people, thats real inspiring,
the force of human nature is indeed tremendous, we really can make a difference!

pressure

sometimes, when i'm under a lot of pressure at work, it feels like i shouldn't talk to anyone.  I mostly say regrettably stupid things, offensive things or other embarrassing stuff.

Sometimes i even believe i create hostility towards myself by acting the way i do.

As not talking is impossible most of the time, i recommend myself to stay out of pressure and stress from now on.