Crumb! nice. to all exquisite pianists: please put on reportoire!

I really want to go to a concert and hear a striking live performance of GEORG CRUMBs MAKROKOSMOS.  In an huge auditorium, with just the grand piano, the passionable performer and so on perfectness in musical performance.

If you know of any such performance, pleace notify me, it would be much appreciated.

EVEN! I would like an 3 day long festival with a thorough and inspiring in-depth exploration of the Crumbian univers.  Nothing Artsy - Fartsy, just plain SKILLS!  would love that.   Preferably in Europe some where.  If someone else wants this too, maybe we should arrange it!  contact me....

scared of language.

Language is one of our very most strongest assets.  It is wonderful, it entails potential power and consolation, and something more.  It creates society, it defines us.

IT DEFINES US!

I'm scared to be revealed.  I don't want to be busted by my language.  I'm not in control of my language and the multitude of meanings i express in every situation.

I'm scared.  I'm definitively gutless.  But the huge respect to the languages possibilities makes me  wanting to scarcely use this language. (any language, also the written language. This is why i mostly write bullshit).  This is why language is intimidating to me, i can never control my sayings and i can possibly end up embarassing myself bigtime.

DUDE- Why u so self counciouss?  thats a waste of time.

hm.

I want to know how it is done, or how i can, if possible, ignore the wanting to do it.


Do what?  


Silly you, ... , This is applicable on ALL levels.

I want to understand everything. So far I've only already understood that there will, under no circumstances be enough time to do just that.

That's the first obstacle.

The first solution that springs to mind?
Become some god.

That's the second obstacle, how is it really that one does that?