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This blog should be read LOUD.  With gestures and dramatic tone.

after all the CATACLYSTICAL CAOS REGENT is a hysterical paranoid insane artist

The meaning of it all (or in at least when creating arts)

It's largely annoying (i get very frustrated whenever i can't understand something) that i've heard someone say "don't be so concerned about the meaning in the music your making".  I'm like "AS IF" I'm incredibly concerned with meaning, it's the number one criteria to know that the things i do at least make sense to someone (aka me) and that's the minimum requirement i suppose for allowing myself to do stuff in this dodgy business.

So what could they possibly mean by stating that meaning is not important?  - yes i see that sometime my insane need to know within myself that there is a meaning to it all might lead me to work fairly slowly with the possibility of never finishing, and also i see that it does not necessarily improve my rather shortcoming music.  Hence the idea of meaning could easily be a distraction in the work.

I DON'T THINK THIS IS WHAT HE MENT.  I have this feeling that what he at least wanted to mean was that the meaning will impose itself on your creations if you choose to work sufficiently abstract 


AND IT WILL BE BEAUTIFUL , wonderfully and imaginatively composed music that is capable to reach other peoples cognitive centers as EMOTOÌONS ARE SUBJECTIVE AND IMPOSSIBLE TO transpose from one being to another through new musical expressions - THOUGH THE ABSTRACT WORLD OF CONSTRUCTION LEAVES EVERYONE EXPERIENCING SOMETHING UNIQUE WITHIN THE SAME FRAMEWORK -AND THIS WAY IT ALL MAKE SENCE TO EVERYONE within hearing range.  Everyone might say i could really RELATE to this music - it made such sense to me!


THIS IS ALL NICE BUT IN REALITY WHAT OFTEN HAPPENS IS THAT ALMOST NOBODY IS SATISFIED WITH THE IGNORANT AND EXTENSIVELY
 LACKING IN MUSICAL PARAMETERS 
MUSIC MOST COMPOSERS MAKE (STUDENTS ARE THOUGH DISPENSED FROM DUTY AS THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO LEARN)


SO THE DREAM OF MEANING AS SOMETHING THAT IMPOSES ITSELF LATER ON - OR EVEN WORSE THE CONSTRUCTIONS THAT WE MAKE WILL MAKE SENSE LATER ON AS WE DEVELOP AS HUMAN BEINGS  IS AN ABSOLUTE USELESS AND SURREAL THOUGHT.


naturally i'm overly confused over this,. nobody (of the ones i've exposed this problem to) seems to  think this issues matter or that it's even possible to talk about them.  


IS IT A DEAD END IN THINKING?  Or perhaps it's dangerous to think of as it kills your creative abilities with over critical views on whatever you produce.  


BUT THE BOTTOM LINE IS ALLWAYS : SHOULDN''T WE ASPIRE TO MAKE SENSE RATHER THAN NONSENSE? OR IF IT IS NONSENCE IT SHOULD BE MEANINGFUL SUCH.


deam it.  i hear myself.  this complaint sucks a bit.