I made such an awful fool of myself at work today. It lasted for hours. I just couldn't stop.
I'm thoroughly happy that good friends can ease my mind with non-rational logic,
"it always goes better!" "it will be better with more experience" "everyone has bad days" (that one's true, but it's not always work that has caused the problem. But self-embarassement is usually a part of it for anyone slightly self conscious)
These things one tells each other to comfort and reestablish a broken harmony is usually sometimes true, so i fall for the positivity and decide to keep on fighting and not just stop everything and move to the street to avoid taking responsibility for my own life and my own actions. There is people who are affected by my being an idiotic human being, so i should at least make an effort trying to do better, - i'll still fuck it up too often, but the idea that i'm trying is gonna keep my friends my friends for a longer time!
After all, society is the core of internet, had there been no society, we'd not need to impress people (and hence no need for internet).
I'm thoroughly happy that good friends can ease my mind with non-rational logic,
"it always goes better!" "it will be better with more experience" "everyone has bad days" (that one's true, but it's not always work that has caused the problem. But self-embarassement is usually a part of it for anyone slightly self conscious)
These things one tells each other to comfort and reestablish a broken harmony is usually sometimes true, so i fall for the positivity and decide to keep on fighting and not just stop everything and move to the street to avoid taking responsibility for my own life and my own actions. There is people who are affected by my being an idiotic human being, so i should at least make an effort trying to do better, - i'll still fuck it up too often, but the idea that i'm trying is gonna keep my friends my friends for a longer time!
After all, society is the core of internet, had there been no society, we'd not need to impress people (and hence no need for internet).
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