what do you want?

It's all about knowing what you want.

My life and working life is just like this blog of mine, it goes in 43 different directions, and a lot of them is not of any quality.  Every once in a while i accidentally hit a nail or something, then i am a lucky blogger...

But in this multitude of expressions, how can i possibly figure out what i want?  

(i'm thinking in this direction because it seems recommended and sometimes demanded to focus your abilities and powers into one certain project.  Unless this you are definitively doomed.)

I'm not even sure it' possible for me to want something in particular.  well, apart from an insane vacation....