These days i often find myself trash talking my friends. It's mostly about how they are not morally adequate to some standards i sometimes find should apply to people (but most of the time i don't even care myself), and that some of my friends not really are having any luck in their professional lives. I then blame themselves for being in their situation.
That is so mean! I don't intend to be that mean. It just get that way because i'm currently in a limbo situation on all planes, not finding my carrier, not finding love, frankly not finding any direction towards a better future. This brings out my immensely mean sides, and i end up saying the wrong things about the most lovely people i know to people who's day only get's worse when i spread this kind of ether. I so regret it, and am thoroughly embarrassed, as well as i'm not quite sure how to fix this, stop it and hopefully find some way to apologize and ease my conscience.
That is so mean! I don't intend to be that mean. It just get that way because i'm currently in a limbo situation on all planes, not finding my carrier, not finding love, frankly not finding any direction towards a better future. This brings out my immensely mean sides, and i end up saying the wrong things about the most lovely people i know to people who's day only get's worse when i spread this kind of ether. I so regret it, and am thoroughly embarrassed, as well as i'm not quite sure how to fix this, stop it and hopefully find some way to apologize and ease my conscience.
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