just as i was seriously in danger of becoming/being an obnoxious arrogant kind of human that no one but obnoxious and arrogant people can endure, i got a serious kick-back. My face squished in the gravel, the ants licking it as i'm dragged towards the sour. In other words NOT FUN AT ALL. But can i use this?
FUCK THERE ARE SUCH ALOT OF BAD ART OUT THERE, I'M THOROUGHLY UNHAPPY THAT MY PARTICULAR BAD ART HAS RESULTED IN AN PUBLIC REFLECTION THAT I'M NOT SERIOUS AND HAS NO KNOWLEDGE - WHILST THIS IS THE TWO POINTS I TAKE MOST SERIOUSLY IN WORKING WITH MY ART. I NEED A BULLETPROOF WAY TO FOOL PEOPLE FROM NOW ON. THE CONFUSED NATURE OF TRUTH IS NOT SOMETHING PEOPLE SEEM TO WANT TO ACCEPT AND ACKNOWLEDGE.
I'm utterly perplexed, and don't know how to proceed from here.
On the other hand i probably needed the set-back, just hopes i'm strong enough to overcome it!
So some non personal stuff: (kind of)
THE CONFUSED NATURE OF TRUTH IS NOT SOMETHING PEOPLE SEEM TO WANT TO ACCEPT AND ACKNOWLEDGE.
Am i mental now? or is this within the boundaries of sanity? i feel sane, if that makes any difference.
Though it is a bit arrogant, as i'm kind of saying that we, the people are mostly behaving as if we are pre-programmed and not independently thinking, the need to be on top and included in the prosperous society dampens our will to think independently.
IT IS LIKE IN ALL SITUATIONS WHERE WE BELIEVE WE PRODUCE SOLID AND ORIGINAL INDEPENDENT THOUGHTS, ALL WE REALLY DO IS TO CALCULATE THE MEDIUM MEANING OF THE GROUP WE ARE TALKING TO, AND PRODUCING AND REPRODUCING THIS MEANING WHICH NO-ONE REALLY EVER MENT AS THE MOST IMPORTANT THRUTH.
This is actually a definition of society. Cultural society. Artificial society. Something like that. Yes, life in richness and "culture" is indeed, by need, impregnated by insanity. How else would it be even possible....
FUCK THERE ARE SUCH ALOT OF BAD ART OUT THERE, I'M THOROUGHLY UNHAPPY THAT MY PARTICULAR BAD ART HAS RESULTED IN AN PUBLIC REFLECTION THAT I'M NOT SERIOUS AND HAS NO KNOWLEDGE - WHILST THIS IS THE TWO POINTS I TAKE MOST SERIOUSLY IN WORKING WITH MY ART. I NEED A BULLETPROOF WAY TO FOOL PEOPLE FROM NOW ON. THE CONFUSED NATURE OF TRUTH IS NOT SOMETHING PEOPLE SEEM TO WANT TO ACCEPT AND ACKNOWLEDGE.
I'm utterly perplexed, and don't know how to proceed from here.
On the other hand i probably needed the set-back, just hopes i'm strong enough to overcome it!
So some non personal stuff: (kind of)
THE CONFUSED NATURE OF TRUTH IS NOT SOMETHING PEOPLE SEEM TO WANT TO ACCEPT AND ACKNOWLEDGE.
Am i mental now? or is this within the boundaries of sanity? i feel sane, if that makes any difference.
Though it is a bit arrogant, as i'm kind of saying that we, the people are mostly behaving as if we are pre-programmed and not independently thinking, the need to be on top and included in the prosperous society dampens our will to think independently.
IT IS LIKE IN ALL SITUATIONS WHERE WE BELIEVE WE PRODUCE SOLID AND ORIGINAL INDEPENDENT THOUGHTS, ALL WE REALLY DO IS TO CALCULATE THE MEDIUM MEANING OF THE GROUP WE ARE TALKING TO, AND PRODUCING AND REPRODUCING THIS MEANING WHICH NO-ONE REALLY EVER MENT AS THE MOST IMPORTANT THRUTH.
This is actually a definition of society. Cultural society. Artificial society. Something like that. Yes, life in richness and "culture" is indeed, by need, impregnated by insanity. How else would it be even possible....
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