I've recently discovered that i will never be king of the world anyway. Some time ago i thought it possible, certainly in the realm of my reality - but it was there.
What i'm wondering now is how to deal with my life now as i no longer have this overall goal for all my actions?
What should i aim for? how can i stay content? I'm a megalomaniac who's gagged himself. BUT I NEED TO BREATHE!
lobotomy seems the obvious answer to me. Redirect my mentality and i will find another way.
unfortunately it's illegal, and also, i don't want any lobotomies, i want to be king of the world. Damned. I'll stay miserable forever trying to achieve the unachievable - and i'll probably be disgustingly happy like that...
What i'm wondering now is how to deal with my life now as i no longer have this overall goal for all my actions?
What should i aim for? how can i stay content? I'm a megalomaniac who's gagged himself. BUT I NEED TO BREATHE!
lobotomy seems the obvious answer to me. Redirect my mentality and i will find another way.
unfortunately it's illegal, and also, i don't want any lobotomies, i want to be king of the world. Damned. I'll stay miserable forever trying to achieve the unachievable - and i'll probably be disgustingly happy like that...
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