19.04.2010

peer preasure

Everybody else does that so i'm doing it too.  There's no excuse for me, i'll never do anything totally new and unseen, all my choices and doings are forever being as they are because i think it's the right feeling.  It doesn't even need to be rational.

I'm never on my own.  I'm always with you's, affected by you, listening to you, trying to be accepted by you, trying somehow to fit in.  It's bigger than politics.  All i want to do is to fit in.  (and that the mud i'm fitting into aren't too boring)

(you, you's, is in this context thought of as the ones i value as my peers, or as people more fortunate than me (in whatever way) so i'd like to become them.  it's not everybody on earth.  But i believe the consequence is that if everyone i consider more valuable disappear, i would be so keen to live on that i'd adapt to some other way of living, to help myself)

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