Boring questions of no relevance as everyone already thought of this and decided that it's just how it is and we'd better do our best to fight it or we won't get nothing done ever

How come it is so incredibly hard to do what i've decided to do?  How come i want to do all kinds of other things while i'm suppose to do something "important".

And the answer:

- it's the easy way of living?
- i dont believe i can really do what i've decided?
- doing other stuff makes my subconsciousness do the proper stuff without me noticing (hoping of this)
- I've forgotten that working isn't really that hard, and i've developed  a fear that i'll exhaust myself doing this stuff (and possibly die of it)?

So i have no answer.  only stupidity on the subject.