What's it about

eeh, the question is not whats it about, it has to be specified for whom is what about (or something like that)

well.  I was contemplating how bad i feel my attempts at doing serious work has been lately.  The other way around i've been doing heeps of unserious work.  Then i get to think, just because there are serious stuff i could do, which potentially gives lots of cred, power and maybe even some money, this doesn't mean it's for me to do those things.  I just want to be happy and have a splendid life filled with laughter, love, people, meetings, anything enjoyable, conscious and humanistic - stuff that develops society towards a friendlier one just by means of making interaction happen on basis of good stuff.  dancing, talking, being interested, laughing together, solving problems and getting it on ... lets not exclude anything.

So what it's about for me is maybe not being king of the intellectual comprehension of my segment in the world of workers, IT MIGHT BE to fill an other roll, somewhat downscaled when it comes to intellectual cred and such, but totally upscaled when it comes to making people have a good life!

As I was always told to have brains, i'm fairly surprised to figure this out, and the idea of not striving for the top notch ever possible seems strange, how can i not want to be the best?  But the impact of this tiny revolution is even more extensive,  it changes the market in which i'm going to make a living.  To a strange one, i'm not comfy there yet.

We'll see what it'll be about.  i'm definitively totally changing my mind every second.